September Again?

Wake me up, when September ends… do you remember, when it was last September? All the songs thru all the seasons, winter spring summer or fall… I’m not ready for cold, dark and rainy yet.

I’m in a mood lately, I’ve had a strange attitude, questioning why I do what I do. I think there should be more to life. I just want to be happy but I also want that for everyone else.

I care, I share, I’m aware that a lot of the time I’m not aware enough of my own thoughts. I stress, reset and de-stress, I’ll over eat then I’ll fast and repeat. The cycles like ocean waves- unpredictable but constantly moving up and down. Switching directions with the whims of the winds and tides.

You’re reading my diary… the public one… I wonder what you would think if you read the other one- the one I write in where I don’t care becuase no one reads it- not even me after I’ve written it down. I wonder. And wander along. For now, that’s it. Hope you are all well and healthy and have things figured out for yourselves.

Peace, Love and Wishes!